"Stepping back is the hardest thing to do. You gave up on ur love after realizing that all u have done seemed so ridiculous even when u know there was just one step more to catch him"
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Thay argument suddenly came up on my mind and stucked. My mind fought with my heart all the time.
"He loves me. He doesn't love me. He loves me. He doesn't love me. He loves me. He doesn't love me."
I felt so stupid for a while. I don't suppose to have this feeling. It should be burried asap. I know that i have to stop this fckn feeling. Yeah. I wish i could.
I have to stop counting the possibility that i'll get, thinking over someone that wouldn't do the same thing, feeling sad when he gets close to another girl. I have to stop this ridiculous things. Haha i'm funny, arent i?xoxo
Well, it's not a sadness note of a pathetic girl.
I feel better after wrote this crap.
P.s. for girls who have a feeling for a boy who doesn't even assume that u're exist, go find someone new. Bcs love suppose to be with someone that is worth it.
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