Tanpa Hampa 

Author: Abdillah Damanik

Dalam sepi aku menatap langit

bergoyang rambutku diterpa angin 

Sang rembulan menemaniku

Taburan bintang menerangiku

Batu tempat kuberpijak

Hanya diam tanpa kata

longlongan serigala menyanyikan suasana

gelapnya langit tiada awan

Lewat seberkas bayangan didepanku

tatapanmu membasuh luka

senyummu menghangatkan

hembusan nafasmu adalah hidupku

Cahaya malam menyelimutiku

keheningan dalam kesendirian

ku tetap menanti 

Walau tanpa arti

Rasa Terhalang Asa

Author: Dithadaulay

Terkadang terlalu menurut pun membawa petaka

Dua insan yang mencinta

Terpisah karena mulut para penggoda

Bukan jarak yang memisah

Bukan pula Tuhan yang menghalang

Para penghasut memaksa pisah

Menghasut untuk melepas perasaan seketika

Saling mencinta

Namun, bisa apa?

Kuputuskan berpaling hati

Namun, kau tau ini tak akan sama

Tak akan persis denganmu

Bukan ia yang kuingin

Melainkan kau yang ku butuh

Seharusnya kita tak perlu mencari lagi

Tiada guna berpura-pura tak punya rasa

Aku masih disini

Ditempat kita mengukir janji

Masih dengan perasaan yang terus meneriaki namamu

Kulihat kini kau bersuka cita

Dengan seorang teman yang mampu membuat batinku hangus

Yang merobek relungku

Inginku agar kau bahagia

Kulihat inginku tercapai

Waktu yang tempat untuk undur diri

Menghilang dari pelupuk matamu

Meski hati menumpuk rindu

Dan jiwa mengecam haru

Halo.
Senang rasanya bisa ngeblog lagi. Kali ini kayaknya postingannya bakal lain. Karena kali ini saya dan teman-teman ingin menyalurkan hobi merangkai kata. Bagus atu tidaknya itu relatif.
Terima kasih.

extremely love!!x

Ah mungkin postingan ini sudah telat setelat-telatnya. Ini beberapa foto yang diambil dari tanggal 23 April 2015 which was my birthday, 25 April 2015 pas perpisahan and 1 may 2015 which is the latesg surprise for my birthday from ma brb, you know i hate them but love them extremely lol. Here you go

Here you go, ma biatchsss 

in farewell party😍😍

My freaky friends in farewell party 

lol ma face was really freaky 

My old classmates omg i miss you guys

My very first birthday bash!xx thankyou guys

me love you so damn much

The annoying one

the latest surprise but i really wanted to cry at that time

hate you guys, really

But my love is much bigger for ya!!x txxx

YEAY RAMADHAN TIBA!!

Assalamualaikum, dunia.
Sudah lama sekali rasanya ya nggak nulis. Baru menyelesaikan beberapa test dan masih ada test lagi yang meunggu bulan depan heleuh.
MARHABAN YAA RAMADHAN.
Alhamdulillah masih diberikan kesempatan bagi saya dan keluarga untuk menjalankan puasa tahun ini. (Calm, daddy. I know you're here too xoxo i love u!)
Well, back to the point. Entah kenapa emang bener-bener nungguin Ramadhan. Ramadhan berstatus calon mahasiswa(amin), berstatus jomblo pula(haha padahal tiap taun) tapi sebenernya bukan mikirin seneng-senengnya ini sih. Seketika sedih aja mikir kalo ramadhan taun depan misalnya aku udah kuliah di luar kota and leaving my mom yang notabene nya cuma punya anak perempuan sebiji ini. Aduh meler deh ini. Siapapun yang baca please doain biar lulusnya di medan jadi gaperlu sedih tiap ramadhan hihi. Belum jadi anak kost aja udah begini ya dith gimana nanti hehe. Ninggalin adik-adik juga misalnya ntar, serius meskipun hidupku dan adikku 90% itu isinya berantem sama ledek-ledekkan, but i will fuckin' miss them. Dua-duanya laki-laki pula, ntar siapa yang bantuin mama?
Sebenernya aku punya sih beberapa sepupu yang kebetulan dapet kuliah diluar kota and i think they enjoy their decision and look happier than ever. Apa mereka juga mengalami perdebetan batin yang hebat kayak gini ya? Only they know the truth lol.
Ramadhan ini mamaku ulangtahun, yeay. And i have to save my money for the bday surprise bcs she turns 50 this year. Bahagia mama masih sehat sekarang masih sama-sama kumpul and i really really really really really really love her so damn much. Omg i started to be exaggerate lol but i'm pretty sure. Tapi sedih juga, mamaku udah seumur gitu tapi apa aja yang udah aku lakuin buat bahagian beliau? Walah jadi mikir keras.
Mom, i'm sorry for everything which i did make your tears down, and sorry for being your burden for 18 years and thank you so damn much for your caring, your protection, and so on. You are such a perfection. I love you for no doubt!💕

Walah kok malah sedih-sedihan? Udahan deh. It is 1:25 and 2 hours to go for my very first sahur lol. I've just done write my script(alahlah script wkwk) omg it is already 104 pieces of paper but sometimes my inspiration was like BOOM!! suddenly disappear. But i know i have to finish this one bcs this is my passion, mh hobby and if i succed on this, it's like the bonus of life that Allah gave to me.
Start to believe in what your heart needs, not what your ego wants. Don't forget to fall in love with yourself everyone!!xx

senior high school's captured

This is how the story began..

Idk, i think this photo is funny. Sebenernya geli juga foto galiat ke kamere gitu wkwk tapi karena yg lain pada maksa gayanya kompakan begitu yaudah jadi ngikut xoxoxo

XII IPA 5 2014/2015 

Kumohon abaikan foto keluarga yg dibelakang ya. Fokus yg didepan aja, okay?

Almost be the failed selfie of the day, keringetan&berantakan wkwk. But i'll miss this silly moment.

Katanya butah. Ntah foto butah ntah foto keluarga wgwg

The gangsta is coming!!<3<3

We are back as one!! We began the shs and became one, i think we should finish it as one too xoxo *abaikan yg bajunya kembar yaa*

Dont u see the happiness on our face? Wkwk the keringetans is showing lol

Foto ter-apabgt(lagi) but i love it<3

Pak khalid(kanan) guru paling cool di sekolah malah ngajak foto bareng, that was a pride, pak<3

Waiting for decision mau kemana kita abis ini wkwk lelah kalo nampaknya wkwk

Well, friendship isn't always about happines. But, about the pain&the sadness that we can through together with the happiness. 3 years is enough to build our feeling for each other. The unforgettable senior high school's memory is beginning. I love you guys, to the moon and back and go back to the moon and go for infinity<3

hippy crappy love?perhaps.

"Stepping back is the hardest thing to do. You gave up on ur love after realizing that all u have done seemed so ridiculous even when u know there was just one step more to catch him"
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Thay argument suddenly came up on my mind and stucked. My mind fought with my heart all the time.
"He loves me. He doesn't love me. He loves me. He doesn't love me. He loves me. He doesn't love me."

I felt so stupid for a while. I don't suppose to have this feeling. It should be burried asap. I know that i have to stop this fckn feeling. Yeah. I wish i could.
I have to stop counting the possibility that i'll get, thinking over someone that wouldn't do the same thing, feeling sad when he gets close to another girl. I have to stop this ridiculous things. Haha i'm funny, arent i?xoxo

Well, it's not a sadness note of a pathetic girl.
I feel better after wrote this crap.

P.s. for girls who have a feeling for a boy who doesn't even assume that u're exist, go find someone new. Bcs love suppose to be with  someone that is worth it.