Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this boy can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted woman
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving


kampret kan yaa liriknya? walaupun sedikit di edit, but yeaah i'm moving. yes, i try so hard. jadi please liriknya diganti kek jadi  'So I'm moving. I am moving'

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

I don't wanna remember when my lips were smile when i got a message from you, wait for your message again. now, i am moving. gakpeduli walaupun sekarang the script nyanyi lagu ini di depan muka ku. gampar!
'udah dit ngapain dilanjut, udahlah jauh,cuek kali kan? gausah lanjut.'
he'eh sih ada benernya haha.
 halaah, sudah ditt, inget pencitraan. dithadaulay itu anti galau. dithadaulay itu gaboleh galau. titik.

oke, ini hal yg sama. keulang ntah keberapa kali. aku bingung lagi. ini bodoh, sumpah bodoh kali. udah tau ngga mungkin kenapa masih dipertahanin ditt? ah bodoh. harusnya dari awal gausah lagi. kenapa malah diterima lagi. bodoh. bodoh. bodoh.
dia ngga peduli hey. cuman status, iya cuman status.

*backsound: status palsu- vidi aldiano (APAINI HEEY!!)

inget pun nggak kurasaa ya. aku ter-apakali disini dia tenang aja. HAHA. lucu kan? it's simple. just forget about it. and let him go. just take a breathe and yeah move on.

You know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

tibatiba aja lagu ini ngestuck kayak permen karet di otak aku when I look at your old message. haha what a stupid woman right?
hehe everything happens for a reason. dan disini alasannya bukan cuman satu. ini banyak. numpuk di otak aku.

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

lagilagi berasa cuman punya lagu ini hape hahaa. dear cristina perri, please stop singing on my head. 
hayooo ditttttt, biasanya kan ngga sam sampe segininya. masalahnya ini bukan pertamakali. haha oke god help to remove him from my mind. cause my life must keep goin'

Don't close the book just turn the page.

do you have a past?yes, everyone has. there's a good past and the bad ataupun worst past. it's just the past gitu. udah lewat. itu artinya kita emang harus belajar dari hal lampau tsb. well, it's a life man. kadang kita diata, kadang kita dibawa. kadang kita nangis senggugukan, kadang kita ketawa ngakak. banyak orang bilang 'life is not fair' tapi aku fikir, hidup ini sangatlah adil bahkan untuk orang yg beranggapan hidup itu ngga adil.
dan inget, life isn't a movie. ketika kita meninggal atau ngilang terus tibatiba kita punya kembaran yg asalnya ntah darimana. lucu aja sutradara sekarang sehati semua bikin cerita kaya gini. okey focus! baliklagi ke masa lalu ya. mau cerita dikit nih.

dulu, pas taun 2000-an gitu aku pernah diajak sama pakde ku ke jakarta naik kapal.nah, bayangin! bosen ngga sih lima hari tinggal dikapal? ye, absolutely before I met someone pake kursi roda yg aku lupa namanya siapa. anaknya sih ganteng cakep lumayanlah. tu aku masih umur sekitar 4-5 tahun-anlah tapi udah tau aja cowo cakep wkwk. lanjut lagi deh.
jadi gini, tiap hari temen aku main ya cuman dia. empat hari temenan sampe udah dekeeet, sampe ada 'rasa' malah. ehtaunya dia ngilang ntah kemana.

dari cerita singkat ini aku belajar kalo semua yg dateng bisa aja tibatiba pergi ngga permisi. ngga adil kan? iya emang. tapi aku berusaha positive thinking kalo mungkin setiap yg dateng lalu pergi itu bakal balik lagi ketika tuhan udh nentuin. siapa sih yg ngga pengen ketemu temen deket masa kecilnya setelah 10 taun ngga ketemu?
tapi gimana dong kalo ternyata yg disana udah lupa? woles ajasih hahaa. hidup cuman sekali kawan, jangan ngabisin hidup kamu cuman buat mikirin dan menyesali kejadian masa lalu.

It's just a past. Don't close the book, just turn the page. Let the past go. I believe, god has a beautiful future to everyone.

postingan terakhir emang bukan agak telat. tapi terlalu telat, maaf itu ngga sengaja ke post-_- itu draft taun lalu halaah maaf temanteman._.